I grew up in a family where I was sexually, physically, emotionally abused and neglected for over 13 years. I not only hated the 3 men and 1 woman who sexually used me, but I also hated myself – especially my body, because it betrayed me by responding to the sexual stimulations. There were many…
Category: Growing Up
Bulleted Word Of My Testimony! (19 Year Anniversary!!)
• I survived over 13 years of childhood sexual, physical, emotional abuse and neglect. • I dissociated in order to survive the abuse and was consumed with hatred and anger towards GOD and men, as well as self-hatred for over 30 years. • I experienced homosexual feelings for over 30 years and lived as a…
The Word Of My Testimony (Bulleted & 5-Minute Version)
Hello there, Readers! Below are two versions of what Revelation 12:11 calls “the word of my testimony.” The first is a bulleted list and the second is a 5-minute testimony (approximately), if read out loud. I ask PAPA to do whatever it takes to soften your heart (and my heart!) towards Him, His Word, and…
DEC 1985 – SEP 1995 (the short version)
Dear Readers, Below is a small portion of KING YESHUA’S Story in my life. It’s short, but it’s about The One Who IS GOOD!!! 🙂 _________________________ On MON 23 DEC 1985 around 1000 (10:00 am) I became a born-again Christian. My life was NEW!!! And CLEAN!!! And AWESOME!!! Woohoo!!! 🙂 What I didn’t know was,…
Sorrow Unto LIFE! (versus sorrow unto death)
Dear Readers, Thanks for joining me today! How are you? I pray you are GROWING in your intimacy with KING YESHUA through talking/listening to Him, studying His HOLY SPIRIT’S Word, obeying Him, and resting in GOD’S Presence! Speaking of GOD’S Presence, this post is about what PAPA Taught me on TUE 1 OCT 2013 (and…
My Life — Where Do I Start?
Dear PAPA, In order to TRULY obey You, I need to write the story of my life — and I have REALLY been resisting doing just that. No, make that REBELLIOUSLY REFUSING to obey You for three (3) years. Oh, PAPA . . . (my heart’s crying) . . . I am so sorry. “You…